February 2012
I keep trying to save people.
Trying to show them love and that maybe I was what they were looking for. That I could be the good thing in their life.
Admittedly, I find it pathetic of myself. It’s almost egotistical.
But that’s all I’ve been looking for. Well I mean, not saving, but I guessing just in need for some loving haha. And I’m embarrassed to even admit that haha.
Lawd geeeeeeeezuuuuus...
"I want to be like water. I want to slip through...
Every night:
Me: Oye, I'm so tired I need to go to bed *snuggles into bed*
Body: I'm not comfy
Bed: Here let me add a spring in your side
Body: MAKE ME COMFY
Stomach: I'm hungry
Brain: Hey since you're up, lets contemplate the meaning of life
Me: *about 30 min later, finally comfy*
Brain: Hey remember that time in third grade when you...
Leg: Screw this , I'm going to sleep without you
Ear: WTF was that?!
Brain: It could be a robber, maybe a fire, maybe your mom fell, something broke, probably an emergency, but hey remember when..
Me: *an hour later, comfy again*
Bladder: Not so fast missy.
